I have been on the diet now for a month and lost over 21lbs and feel a lots better physically, but still so suffering mentally. Such hard going when I feel the effort is worthless and she will never know how hard I am trying to change for the better. I can only hope and pray that perhaps with God's grace she may call or text (ever the optimist!). I would just love to show her that I can do it.
Getting through without a drink is so hard, especially through the grief, alcohol has always been my crutch and now I am so desperately trying cold turkey to lose weight and gain control, when I still feel so out of control.
Read this quote last night...
If You Love Something Let It Go Free….
If it doesn’t come back, you never had it. If it comes back, love it forever.
I pray so hard that she will come back and we can have a love that lasts forever and for life, married and getting old together - I constantly pray for a miracle... please God!
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