Egypt...

She will be in Egypt now, I was supposed to be going with her to have a break together, just can't stop thinking about her today, feel quite bereft. So wish I was there, so wish I could hold her, kiss her and never let her go...can't stop crying. If I could turn back time. I keep thinking about marriage and wishing I had asked her, wishing we were to spend our lives together, wishing and dreaming...that's all I ever seem to do wish, hope, dream and pray... it does no good. Feel forsaken by everyone and so very lonely. Just don't know where to turn or what to do... when will this pass, I can't stand it!