Was her insincerity intentional, or just delusional, I tend to hope it was the latter, I think with such a huge ego she probably just doesn't consider the contractions in what she said and what she does.
A good muslim who dates and sleeps with any religion! Reading the Koran and forcing them to attend religious lessons, yet getting them to participate in her dating profile online, only days after splitting from me after 18 months... I just don't understand how she doesn't view this as hypocrital. The irony is afetr the lies and deciet of my ex wife, one of the main attractions of her was, what I thought was a high moral stance. She told me to start of with, since her husband left her (who she had supported and given evrything too) she had concentrated on her career and looking after her kids.
But as I got to know her, the truth gradually slipped out, a series of affairs and dates, flirting and destroyng other relationships without any consideration for her part in what was going on and a totally selfish stance, "I needed it at the time". And this deveoted mother, who left her 12 and 15 year old whilst she socialised, dated and had "her" time. Why did I not realise this. It did send alarm bells, but I was so smitten and ignored them... a lesson to be learnt!
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