That is the question, whether to contact her or not? Every inch of me aches for her and still after a month I don't want to contemplate life without her, but is it too soon? I don't want to contact too soon, but also would hate her to think I don't want too (I know she probably hasn't given me a second though, so all decisions are arbitary, but what if I don't contact her and she thinks I have given up, that I don't care... it is so so far from the truth. She hasn't been online for a while and I don't know whether it's because she has found someone else and is texting and calling, or, the one that I hope, is that she has given up for the moment and perhaps time to think may have stopped her trying. If this was the case I so want to let her know I would forgive her every thing just to have her in my arms and feel her close to me once more.
A month of torture for me, a month of loneliness and sadness and struggling to cope.
So should I or shouldn't I?
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