Well, three months of therapy, a broken heart and loss of five stone in weight. A long and hard think about life and love and yet I remain with the same convictions, still sad they weren't shared.
Love will conquer all.
Sadly the person I loved, never seemed to love me, possibly never loved anyone, had a heart full of bitterness, and lacking in empathy and forgiveness. This still saddens me, but I tried to show and teach that love was the way. But you can only try, I tried so hard and still pray one day, as much for their sake they can open their hearts and find true love. This, if anything is my greatest regret, not to have bee able show them what love was, not to be able to convince them that ego and pride get in the way of love. Not to be able to show and convince them to give more than they take, to love more, give more and to put others before themselves. In this I failed miserably, they remain egotistical, full of pride and inevitably this will always prevent love & happiness. I taught nothing, in this I failed and this saddens me. I hope and pray one day they will find enlightenment and love, true love - I felt it and it was worth all the pain, just for one second.
I pray they never feel the pain they inflicted and and I truly still love them and forgive them.
Masha'allah
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